December 2011
1 post
My state of mind
i feel the rush of the waves on my skin but i dont really feel them. i dont comprehend anything anymore. i hate the fact that im still breathing this bitter-sweet air. i wish it would all stop. the world is all a blur around me and it gives me a headache. i eat but food has no taste to me unless she is there with me but i know she will never be there again. i wish i could see her again, feel her...
Dec 14th
September 2011
1 post
Tonight
so much pain and sorrow has ripped right through my chest…… i cant take this anymore….. i want to go to sleep and never wake up…… i dont want to hurt anymore……. god just take it away please………
Sep 26th
August 2011
1 post
I hate it that you are so silent but i can tell you everything. I hate it that when I touch you you pull away but when others touch you youre ok. I hate it when i make you mad there is no fixing it but when you make me mad its fine in a few minuets.
Aug 30th
June 2011
1 post
MY LIFE
Today i asked the love of my life if she had feelings for me. Her reply was only as a friend. I am turning a new page now but i will need help. I need someone there for me. I want another chance at happiness……. Will someone give me that chance?
Jun 3rd
April 2011
2 posts
For the world
the way the world sees me does not shape who i am the world wants skinny so i eat the world wants rich so i beg the world wants hate so i love  the world wants me so i run to you
Apr 14th
The earth
You are my earth And i love you I wouldnt want anyone but you I cant tell you… Id scare you away I see you everyday at school We dont speak i just look from a distance Why do i do this? I hate myself for it But courage is not in my blood I wish you knew
Apr 14th
February 2011
1 post
in a world of black and white i am the rainbow. i am the gay that is hated and stared at. forgotten by my family i try to just fit in. but its kinda hard to do that when my feelings wont “be normal” i like girls but i cant be that here. im trapped inside my family and the only way out it to leave. graduation day is my goal a few months from now ill be free. ill show them who i...
Feb 21st